Before the enemy within by Rasaremiss

Depression my worst enemy
I can remember vividly
When she had depression
All because of intimacy
I remember when she lost all hope
All interests was gone
There was nothing I could do to make that smile re-surface again
I loved her but depression took hold of my love for her
It changed her
She was an introvert
But when she recovered she turned into an extrovert
All standards that she had set for herself
She couldn’t bring herself to them anymore
She always cried herself to sleep….
Wishing in her heart that life would go back to before it all went wrong
Back to being who she was
Always on her knees and praying for a chance
A chance to embrace who she used to be
Before the self hate, the pain, the anguish and loneliness
she missed that girl